Just once...

Have you ever known those people who 're the "Have it all" when it comes to relationship. What I mean is, Those people who land up a girl or a guy with a smooth ease, Those who sound like they 're whipped all the time and possess that natural charm and Those who 're naturally alluring to attract any Tom, Dick and Harry. God!, I envy them!
But somewhere I know these people do not value relationships as much as the lesser counterparts do. I mean why would they?, Things are easy, they come and go. Its like a constant inflow of water and they 're the ones having a king sized jacuzzi with scented candles around it. So taking things for granted sets in naturally.
I guess thats one of the most fundamental things about we humans, we value things which don't really come easy. And the things that drop in easy are instinctively considered invaluable. At the end we all run behind things which don't even belong to us. I guess thats how things work. And for once I really wish I had somethings that just came in easy and smooth.
I wish I was just that Hottie at the pub where guys lingered around you. I wish for once I could use all of them up for sole purpose of unconscious sadistic pleasure that Those people seem to derive.
Just once..I want to know how it feels to use someone up completely, make unbound promises and break them later, break their dignity down, insult their friends and leave them to their own selves and say "I dont give a damn to what you feel anymore" and leave. And the best part, I want to leave and find someone else to repeat that same cycle again and call it an "uncanny connection."
Just once I want be a Scarlet O'Hara, who married most men for sole purpose and that is Tara and herself.
Just Once...